<?xml version='1.0' encoding='UTF-8'?><?xml-stylesheet href="http://www.blogger.com/styles/atom.css" type="text/css"?><feed xmlns='http://www.w3.org/2005/Atom' xmlns:openSearch='http://a9.com/-/spec/opensearchrss/1.0/' xmlns:georss='http://www.georss.org/georss' xmlns:gd='http://schemas.google.com/g/2005' xmlns:thr='http://purl.org/syndication/thread/1.0'><id>tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-8168044</id><updated>2011-04-22T06:17:09.536+09:30</updated><title type='text'>I Dont need Your Attitude, I Have One Of My Own</title><subtitle type='html'></subtitle><link rel='http://schemas.google.com/g/2005#feed' type='application/atom+xml' href='http://abutterflysview.blogspot.com/feeds/posts/default'/><link rel='self' type='application/atom+xml' href='http://www.blogger.com/feeds/8168044/posts/default?max-results=100'/><link rel='alternate' type='text/html' href='http://abutterflysview.blogspot.com/'/><link rel='hub' href='http://pubsubhubbub.appspot.com/'/><author><name>Renee</name><uri>http://www.blogger.com/profile/15066195057415335444</uri><email>noreply@blogger.com</email><gd:image rel='http://schemas.google.com/g/2005#thumbnail' width='16' height='16' src='http://img2.blogblog.com/img/b16-rounded.gif'/></author><generator version='7.00' uri='http://www.blogger.com'>Blogger</generator><openSearch:totalResults>28</openSearch:totalResults><openSearch:startIndex>1</openSearch:startIndex><openSearch:itemsPerPage>100</openSearch:itemsPerPage><entry><id>tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-8168044.post-111664974825208651</id><published>2005-05-21T13:10:00.000+09:30</published><updated>2005-05-21T13:59:08.256+09:30</updated><title type='text'>Oops, I did it again!</title><content type='html'>sorry about the photo in the blog thing, it was supposed to  be in my profile but that doesnt matter, while im on here explainin my mistake il update this blog..&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;had a pretty quite week due to the long weekend. which was good, baby sat which was good for my boss's kids, need the money as melb is in 2 weeks...&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;had only one lesson of tafe this weekn cause of the day off so now i dont have much readin for the week&lt;br /&gt;..&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;wed, thur, fri just chilled at home and tided up my room , no its clean now for the week.&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;last night went out to the local which is good as havent been out drinkin and dancing for quite a while due to illness,  the only problem with the local pub ( now transformed to a nightclub ) is the same people go their all the time.. and the newly 18 yr olds who think its the best.. they tend to play the same music as well which is very annoying..&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;but the only good thing about last night was the drink specials.. they had 5 dollar smirnoff double blacks, my fav drinks lol&lt;br /&gt;so got tipsy but not drunk, the way i like it&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;just like to mention even being drunk their were no decent guys their last night lol&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;so today im just chillin at home listenin to nova, trying to remembera  the good songs they play to download lol&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;so anyways thats enough from me today&lt;br /&gt;mwah&lt;div class="blogger-post-footer"&gt;&lt;img width='1' height='1' src='https://blogger.googleusercontent.com/tracker/8168044-111664974825208651?l=abutterflysview.blogspot.com' alt='' /&gt;&lt;/div&gt;</content><link rel='replies' type='application/atom+xml' href='http://abutterflysview.blogspot.com/feeds/111664974825208651/comments/default' title='Post Comments'/><link rel='replies' type='text/html' href='http://www.blogger.com/comment.g?blogID=8168044&amp;postID=111664974825208651' title='11 Comments'/><link rel='edit' type='application/atom+xml' href='http://www.blogger.com/feeds/8168044/posts/default/111664974825208651'/><link rel='self' type='application/atom+xml' href='http://www.blogger.com/feeds/8168044/posts/default/111664974825208651'/><link rel='alternate' type='text/html' href='http://abutterflysview.blogspot.com/2005/05/oops-i-did-it-again.html' title='Oops, I did it again!'/><author><name>Renee</name><uri>http://www.blogger.com/profile/15066195057415335444</uri><email>noreply@blogger.com</email><gd:image rel='http://schemas.google.com/g/2005#thumbnail' width='16' height='16' src='http://img2.blogblog.com/img/b16-rounded.gif'/></author><thr:total>11</thr:total></entry><entry><id>tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-8168044.post-111614609916571137</id><published>2005-05-15T16:40:00.000+09:30</published><updated>2005-05-15T18:04:59.216+09:30</updated><title type='text'>The future is always beginning now.</title><content type='html'>Ok,so i havent posted in a while but i have a very good excuse.. I went to the docs and the news wasnt as good as i had hoped, so ive been spending my time reseaching and reading books and shit.. trying to figure out what i should be doing with my eating, exercise, medications.. &lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;so my brain has been going 1000 ks per hour trying to figure out whats gonna happen now and in the future which is very scary at the age of 18..&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;its good to actually have a name for what i have.. makes life a bit easier to no that im not the only one with this sydrome.. and that other people have it too.. and theirs acually a asscication about it... which is very reassuring&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;when i told my friends they were as shocked as me and have been very reassuring,and well my family just dont really understand everythign yet..&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;but im goin on a GI diet ( glycimic index)so loose weight and stuff  ( that part of the syndrome like insulin resistance) &lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;but i dont wanna bore u on here.&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;so just been working a fair bit, every morning and every afternoon except thurday cause of my appointment..&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;on fri went to elizabeths' jeans west cause my friend works their and they ahev family and friend day so i got 40 % OFF .. and cause i am in love with jeans west i was more than happy to drive all they way down their..&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;i ended up getting a pair of jeans, three singlets, 2 jumpers, which eneded up costing 120 bucks&lt;br /&gt; and i got cheap petrol.. which was good&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;and just been chiling out at home reading and stuff so havent been that exciting..&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;anyways  im gonna go and well.. read some more&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;cya&lt;div class="blogger-post-footer"&gt;&lt;img width='1' height='1' src='https://blogger.googleusercontent.com/tracker/8168044-111614609916571137?l=abutterflysview.blogspot.com' alt='' /&gt;&lt;/div&gt;</content><link rel='replies' 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src='http://img2.blogblog.com/img/b16-rounded.gif'/></author><thr:total>0</thr:total></entry><entry><id>tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-8168044.post-111555368011288187</id><published>2005-05-08T21:08:00.000+09:30</published><updated>2005-05-08T21:31:20.163+09:30</updated><title type='text'>A good friend is cheaper than therapy.</title><content type='html'>hey, havent updated in a while. well been having some medical problems as of late and wednesday i finally got enough courage to have a cat scan.. and on fri got results.. which is all good but doc still doesnt no whats wrong with me so i have to go to a specialist.. which cant be as scary as the cat scan machine..&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;i was so embarrased... i got to the clinic and i had to down a litre of licorace flavoured crap , i nearly gaged drinking it.. just imagne me in the full waiting room trying to throw up with people watching me.. i was so embarrased. and when i finally did that i went to have the cat scan.. well just my luck ( while also wearing a flattering hospital gown ) the hot intern came in .. i could of died.. but it was ok.. just really embarrased.. but doesnt matter..&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;but yea tafe started this week so thats been good.. &lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;friday night went to the bombay bicyle club for dinner with my friend nicole, and that was really nice.. and sat night stayed home but oh well. sunday was mothers day, was supposed to go to cemetry but will go soon..&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;instead went out to dinner with my best buddie chris and that was really nice.. then drove to a look out ( no nothing happend) and just talked and spyed on the other cars.. it was hillarious. now im just in my room crakin the beats of my new mix cd and writing this blog..&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;ciao&lt;div class="blogger-post-footer"&gt;&lt;img width='1' height='1' src='https://blogger.googleusercontent.com/tracker/8168044-111555368011288187?l=abutterflysview.blogspot.com' alt='' 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src='http://img2.blogblog.com/img/b16-rounded.gif'/></author><thr:total>1</thr:total></entry><entry><id>tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-8168044.post-111503292935946592</id><published>2005-05-02T20:20:00.000+09:30</published><updated>2005-05-02T20:52:09.360+09:30</updated><title type='text'>Stag night no more</title><content type='html'>today was the offical first day of term 2, semester one at tafe. its pretty good thinking that i only have 10 weeks to go and ill get my advanced diploma of business ( marketing) and only another year and half to finish my degree.. yeah..!! and today was a pretty good day as originally in this term i would have to go into tafe four days a week for 3 hrs.. which would suck cause i normally drive into town and park my car and it would cost me like 40 bucks a week this way. such a ripoff..and i really needed my car cause i would have to work straight after and it only takes 15 mins to drive their.... anywyas sop i had this whole plan to park my car at work and catch a train to town and then do the same bac and then work then drive home.&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;but today i swapped classes so i would only have to be their 1 1/2days a week and do one subject externally which is good. and ill be catching the bus in on monday so i only have to pay for parking one day a week YEAHHHHH!!!! and ill have 3 days off SWEEEETT!!&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;so thats my good news for today.. oh and i also got a (D) for one of my assignments which was really hard.. so its all good&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;i have the same lecturer for one of my subjects ( like its a carry on)and one of my old lecturers that is like a hippy and she wears the same stripy top and red pants all the time and she always talks about oxfam aid abroad( she USED to be the old markting manager ) but she stil talks about it like she works their ,... stupid women, but its funny to laugh at this error.&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;anyways didnt do much on the weekend as i stil have this fucking cold. dont wory am going to the docs tomorrow to see what she says. normally i can shake it by now but not this time.. people at tafe were like.. dont die on us.. ( i was coughing that bad today i swear i felt like goin in to the corner and just having a asthma attack))&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;went into old work ( big w) and ended up buying the last sex and the city... so im gonna watch it once i finish this.. ended up hanging around and having coffee with stacey ( she works their stil and we are friends( obviously))... &lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;omg i nearly forgot to say something..the stag - where we used to have dinner every night closed down.. i couldnt believe it wen my friend told me.. shes like i hope they didnt close cause of food poisoning.. ( we used to go their every monday night to catch up and have dinner) lol&lt;br /&gt;that was funny&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;anyways im getting exciting about watchin s&amp;C so im gonna go&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;later&lt;div class="blogger-post-footer"&gt;&lt;img width='1' height='1' src='https://blogger.googleusercontent.com/tracker/8168044-111503292935946592?l=abutterflysview.blogspot.com' alt='' /&gt;&lt;/div&gt;</content><link rel='replies' type='application/atom+xml' href='http://abutterflysview.blogspot.com/feeds/111503292935946592/comments/default' title='Post Comments'/><link rel='replies' type='text/html' href='http://www.blogger.com/comment.g?blogID=8168044&amp;postID=111503292935946592' title='0 Comments'/><link rel='edit' type='application/atom+xml' href='http://www.blogger.com/feeds/8168044/posts/default/111503292935946592'/><link rel='self' type='application/atom+xml' href='http://www.blogger.com/feeds/8168044/posts/default/111503292935946592'/><link rel='alternate' type='text/html' href='http://abutterflysview.blogspot.com/2005/05/stag-night-no-more.html' title='Stag night no more'/><author><name>Renee</name><uri>http://www.blogger.com/profile/15066195057415335444</uri><email>noreply@blogger.com</email><gd:image rel='http://schemas.google.com/g/2005#thumbnail' width='16' height='16' src='http://img2.blogblog.com/img/b16-rounded.gif'/></author><thr:total>0</thr:total></entry><entry><id>tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-8168044.post-111226672187302017</id><published>2005-03-31T20:20:00.000+09:30</published><updated>2005-03-31T20:28:41.873+09:30</updated><title type='text'>Happy Birthday Jacqui</title><content type='html'>Well today was an exciting day as i finally got broadband intenet, so yes im very excited.. also today was a good day as ive thought about a lot of stuff in the last couple of days which has stressed me out a bit, but had a nice chat to some ppl and worked out what my problem is..&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;anywyas dont really wanna talk about that.&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;so just a quick note to say happy birthday to jaqui&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;renee&lt;div class="blogger-post-footer"&gt;&lt;img width='1' height='1' src='https://blogger.googleusercontent.com/tracker/8168044-111226672187302017?l=abutterflysview.blogspot.com' alt='' /&gt;&lt;/div&gt;</content><link rel='replies' type='application/atom+xml' href='http://abutterflysview.blogspot.com/feeds/111226672187302017/comments/default' title='Post Comments'/><link rel='replies' type='text/html' href='http://www.blogger.com/comment.g?blogID=8168044&amp;postID=111226672187302017' title='0 Comments'/><link rel='edit' type='application/atom+xml' href='http://www.blogger.com/feeds/8168044/posts/default/111226672187302017'/><link rel='self' type='application/atom+xml' href='http://www.blogger.com/feeds/8168044/posts/default/111226672187302017'/><link rel='alternate' type='text/html' href='http://abutterflysview.blogspot.com/2005/03/happy-birthday-jacqui.html' title='Happy Birthday Jacqui'/><author><name>Renee</name><uri>http://www.blogger.com/profile/15066195057415335444</uri><email>noreply@blogger.com</email><gd:image rel='http://schemas.google.com/g/2005#thumbnail' width='16' height='16' src='http://img2.blogblog.com/img/b16-rounded.gif'/></author><thr:total>0</thr:total></entry><entry><id>tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-8168044.post-111199444653219683</id><published>2005-03-28T16:39:00.000+09:30</published><updated>2005-03-28T16:50:46.536+09:30</updated><title type='text'>I say Happy Long Weekend, Not Happy Easter</title><content type='html'>well for easter i just did the reli thing on sunday but that was more of a catch up session than anything. I just did my assignment ( well i tried at least ) which is due on tuesda on Beer. Didnt eat any chocolate over the 4 days and im very proud of myself. On thursday caught up with friends, and rachel, my best friend at primary school who i havent seen in over 8 mths.. got drunk. was packed. lost friends. then found em. got kicked out at 12 ( due to stupid good friday) and went home. &lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;Friday went out with friends to the beach and talked then went bac to chris house and relaxed out in his backyard, had a water fight and that was pretty funny. straight after that ( my jeans were like totally soaked) i had to go to my grandmas house and it was kinda hard explaining the situation. stayed home on friday night as their was nothing to do. saturday  went shopping with kim and chris at marion. did nothing saturday night. sunday, watched footy and went to aunties house. stayed home. monday. got up did assignment. went to marion to meet a friend for a movie. was running late. had coffee instead, after a wild goose chase. went home. worked on assignm. how exciting&lt;br /&gt;anyways will update soon&lt;div class="blogger-post-footer"&gt;&lt;img width='1' height='1' src='https://blogger.googleusercontent.com/tracker/8168044-111199444653219683?l=abutterflysview.blogspot.com' alt='' /&gt;&lt;/div&gt;</content><link rel='replies' type='application/atom+xml' href='http://abutterflysview.blogspot.com/feeds/111199444653219683/comments/default' title='Post Comments'/><link rel='replies' type='text/html' href='http://www.blogger.com/comment.g?blogID=8168044&amp;postID=111199444653219683' title='0 Comments'/><link rel='edit' type='application/atom+xml' href='http://www.blogger.com/feeds/8168044/posts/default/111199444653219683'/><link rel='self' type='application/atom+xml' href='http://www.blogger.com/feeds/8168044/posts/default/111199444653219683'/><link rel='alternate' type='text/html' href='http://abutterflysview.blogspot.com/2005/03/i-say-happy-long-weekend-not-happy.html' title='I say Happy Long Weekend, Not Happy Easter'/><author><name>Renee</name><uri>http://www.blogger.com/profile/15066195057415335444</uri><email>noreply@blogger.com</email><gd:image rel='http://schemas.google.com/g/2005#thumbnail' width='16' height='16' src='http://img2.blogblog.com/img/b16-rounded.gif'/></author><thr:total>0</thr:total></entry><entry><id>tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-8168044.post-111110917139844584</id><published>2005-03-18T11:44:00.001+10:30</published><updated>2005-03-18T11:56:11.400+10:30</updated><title type='text'>Happy st Pats day</title><content type='html'>well last night i went to daniel oconnels on tyre st nth adel ( or somethign like that) and had a couple of drinks and had a good laugh, then we went to the archer on oconnell st. and stayed their til they closed.  then i we headed to town and found a place that was still opened ( dont know whats it was called) andn ended up going bac to my mate staceys house to crash.. overall st pats day was not bad.. next yr going to make it much better&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;anyways to to go and do homework now &lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;catcha&lt;div class="blogger-post-footer"&gt;&lt;img width='1' height='1' src='https://blogger.googleusercontent.com/tracker/8168044-111110917139844584?l=abutterflysview.blogspot.com' alt='' /&gt;&lt;/div&gt;</content><link rel='replies' type='application/atom+xml' href='http://abutterflysview.blogspot.com/feeds/111110917139844584/comments/default' title='Post Comments'/><link rel='replies' type='text/html' href='http://www.blogger.com/comment.g?blogID=8168044&amp;postID=111110917139844584' title='0 Comments'/><link rel='edit' type='application/atom+xml' href='http://www.blogger.com/feeds/8168044/posts/default/111110917139844584'/><link rel='self' type='application/atom+xml' href='http://www.blogger.com/feeds/8168044/posts/default/111110917139844584'/><link rel='alternate' type='text/html' href='http://abutterflysview.blogspot.com/2005/03/happy-st-pats-day.html' title='Happy st Pats day'/><author><name>Renee</name><uri>http://www.blogger.com/profile/15066195057415335444</uri><email>noreply@blogger.com</email><gd:image rel='http://schemas.google.com/g/2005#thumbnail' width='16' height='16' src='http://img2.blogblog.com/img/b16-rounded.gif'/></author><thr:total>0</thr:total></entry><entry><id>tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-8168044.post-111042042009517090</id><published>2005-03-10T12:36:00.000+10:30</published><updated>2005-03-10T12:37:00.096+10:30</updated><title type='text'>"We take your bags and send them in all directions."</title><content type='html'>so havent updated in at least a week , which is pretty good seeing as ive been busy.. tafe starting to get a bit hectic as lots of assignments are starting to be due soon, and trouble with some of them is that they are gorup assignments, and it makes it hard to catch up and work on them due to our different schedules..&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;oh an i have this stupid american beer case study due in like three weeks and im stressing out because i have no idea about beer and what the difference between each variety is.. argghhh!! &lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;besides that works been ok, had a few problems with a couple of kids... one actually thought that he can catch a disablility.. hes 9..&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;havent been doing much with my mates as kim was in sydney last weekend, and chris's boi is in town so ive been stuck at home doing assignments and shit... plus side to this moment is im saving money , but getting very lonely ( lol sigh)&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;but did go out to a nice lunch on sunday with chris and james ( his boi) in town, but went to unley rd then king william st before.... lets say i wore the wrong shoes... my boots and my feet were like aching all of monday..&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;went to stag night on monday... wasnt as good as previous ones... just sat their listening to nicky and jazz they werent their normal selfs and kept talking about stuff which i had no idea about.. it seems to me they have their own converstaion when im not around and dont talk to me about it either.&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;exciting news getting broadband in a couple of days so that  means ill be on the net all the time yeahhh!!! ( yes i am a loser like that but meh dont really care)&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;well time for me to go now and do my assignments&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;ok bye&lt;div class="blogger-post-footer"&gt;&lt;img width='1' height='1' src='https://blogger.googleusercontent.com/tracker/8168044-111042042009517090?l=abutterflysview.blogspot.com' alt='' /&gt;&lt;/div&gt;</content><link rel='replies' type='application/atom+xml' href='http://abutterflysview.blogspot.com/feeds/111042042009517090/comments/default' title='Post Comments'/><link rel='replies' type='text/html' href='http://www.blogger.com/comment.g?blogID=8168044&amp;postID=111042042009517090' title='0 Comments'/><link rel='edit' type='application/atom+xml' href='http://www.blogger.com/feeds/8168044/posts/default/111042042009517090'/><link rel='self' type='application/atom+xml' href='http://www.blogger.com/feeds/8168044/posts/default/111042042009517090'/><link rel='alternate' type='text/html' href='http://abutterflysview.blogspot.com/2005/03/we-take-your-bags-and-send-them-in-all.html' title='&quot;We take your bags and send them in all directions.&quot;'/><author><name>Renee</name><uri>http://www.blogger.com/profile/15066195057415335444</uri><email>noreply@blogger.com</email><gd:image rel='http://schemas.google.com/g/2005#thumbnail' width='16' height='16' src='http://img2.blogblog.com/img/b16-rounded.gif'/></author><thr:total>0</thr:total></entry><entry><id>tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-8168044.post-110964326103979981</id><published>2005-03-01T12:20:00.000+10:30</published><updated>2005-03-01T12:44:21.040+10:30</updated><title type='text'>Monday Night its Stag Night</title><content type='html'>well ,last night after tafe and work nicole, jazz and myself headed to our new tradition on going to the stag on a monday for a girls night catchin up with each other and having a nice meal.&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;well theres nice views from their... looking at the park lands and the bar guy called darren who likes to have a nice laugh with us.. lets just say hes hot.. but does have a terrible memory.. and his pants split earlier that day...lol.. will c him next week.. must remember to ask if his pants got fixed..&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;my life has gotten better, still no word on the car unfortunatly.. had a nice an quite weekend just chilin at home and babysitting on friday night for my boss's little girl..&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;today went for my very first blood test, i was shitting my pants cause i had needles and blood but all went good. doc just wants to check everything.. new doc.&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;anyways got to go and cook dinner then work..&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;later&lt;div class="blogger-post-footer"&gt;&lt;img width='1' height='1' src='https://blogger.googleusercontent.com/tracker/8168044-110964326103979981?l=abutterflysview.blogspot.com' alt='' /&gt;&lt;/div&gt;</content><link rel='replies' type='application/atom+xml' href='http://abutterflysview.blogspot.com/feeds/110964326103979981/comments/default' title='Post Comments'/><link rel='replies' type='text/html' href='http://www.blogger.com/comment.g?blogID=8168044&amp;postID=110964326103979981' title='0 Comments'/><link rel='edit' type='application/atom+xml' href='http://www.blogger.com/feeds/8168044/posts/default/110964326103979981'/><link rel='self' type='application/atom+xml' href='http://www.blogger.com/feeds/8168044/posts/default/110964326103979981'/><link rel='alternate' type='text/html' href='http://abutterflysview.blogspot.com/2005/03/monday-night-its-stag-night.html' title='Monday Night its Stag Night'/><author><name>Renee</name><uri>http://www.blogger.com/profile/15066195057415335444</uri><email>noreply@blogger.com</email><gd:image rel='http://schemas.google.com/g/2005#thumbnail' width='16' height='16' src='http://img2.blogblog.com/img/b16-rounded.gif'/></author><thr:total>0</thr:total></entry><entry><id>tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-8168044.post-110921248844662691</id><published>2005-02-24T12:54:00.000+10:30</published><updated>2005-02-24T13:04:48.446+10:30</updated><title type='text'>Feburary has been the shittest month of all. Bring on March</title><content type='html'>well on tuesday i booked a holiday as i believe its well deserved to go to melb in june ( long weekend) with work people and have a relaxing time away drinking , going to the crown, going to the footy and going to a day spa ( well i thought i may be able to afford this trip, but just u wait more bad news and financial trouble)&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;well yesturday after finishing half an hr late ( taxi troubles for one of the students ) i wasnt thinking clearly and i misjudges where i was in the car park and where a another car was and reversed into it, hitting it on the side. some damage not as much as i had thought. confusing story.. but ill keep you posted on whats going on&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;yes so going to leave on that note. &lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;I hate FEBURARY and wish March was here so i can start all over again&lt;div class="blogger-post-footer"&gt;&lt;img width='1' height='1' src='https://blogger.googleusercontent.com/tracker/8168044-110921248844662691?l=abutterflysview.blogspot.com' alt='' /&gt;&lt;/div&gt;</content><link rel='replies' type='application/atom+xml' href='http://abutterflysview.blogspot.com/feeds/110921248844662691/comments/default' title='Post Comments'/><link rel='replies' type='text/html' href='http://www.blogger.com/comment.g?blogID=8168044&amp;postID=110921248844662691' title='0 Comments'/><link rel='edit' type='application/atom+xml' href='http://www.blogger.com/feeds/8168044/posts/default/110921248844662691'/><link rel='self' type='application/atom+xml' href='http://www.blogger.com/feeds/8168044/posts/default/110921248844662691'/><link rel='alternate' type='text/html' href='http://abutterflysview.blogspot.com/2005/02/feburary-has-been-shittest-month-of.html' title='Feburary has been the shittest month of all. Bring on March'/><author><name>Renee</name><uri>http://www.blogger.com/profile/15066195057415335444</uri><email>noreply@blogger.com</email><gd:image rel='http://schemas.google.com/g/2005#thumbnail' width='16' height='16' src='http://img2.blogblog.com/img/b16-rounded.gif'/></author><thr:total>0</thr:total></entry><entry><id>tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-8168044.post-110854703103389219</id><published>2005-02-16T20:07:00.000+10:30</published><updated>2005-02-16T20:14:37.193+10:30</updated><title type='text'>My life is on a rollercoaster at the mo, it goes up one day and down the next</title><content type='html'>Life gives out mixed messages.. its my job to decode them and find the truth.. but what is truth. Can it make u happy or make ur life not worth living? At the moment I am getting a lot of mixed messages from people which I have cared about for quite a while and people I’ve known for a month..&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;My weekend has been very interesting , but enjoyable… went out on Friday night to town, my new local  hangout. Meet up with Jazz, Monika, Nicole, Tim , Ben, Kim and Chris.. Also meet up with jazz’s family Judy, Elaine and Phil at the central markets for a nice dinner… After talking and eating ( whilst trying not to die from having hot chili sauce and wasabi) we ( the gang minus jazz’s family) headed to the London Tavern ( my fav new hot spot in town). Before embarking our journey their ben , kim and chris went to get bens car , jazz, tim and Nicole went to get tims car then drive up to jazzs house to get her license, then me and monika went to get her car.&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;On our journey to get her car we stoped at the best cheap store in town.. where we have picked up many bargins including the infomas plastic police hat, my hacky sac and now a pair of stylin glasses ( which are now sadly demented and all I have left is one half of the eye piece  ) &lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt; We then headed to the tav and meet everyone else their.. the good music didn’t start til 10 when the resident dj started but it was all cool… it wasn’t very packed but good to chill out with me mates..dancing was good. Was getting into the groove and very hot on the dance floor when a guy started to dance with me.. good for me u may say but he was dancing like a complete mental case but he was average ish.. went to get a drink and he thought I blew him off. Its all good. No we didn’t dance again but it was a sign that yea some guys do like me and that was that.&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;After there we headed to the archer, it was dead but we all hung out on the tables on the footpath and talked, by then everyone was over going out we all called it a night..&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;Saturday came around and I cleaned my room for the third time this week. That’s what sucks about my small room. It gets messy very easily… late in the afternoon I finally made my mind up about going out to see dan in drag and summer.&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;On the bus journey going to town meet some interesting drunken idiot, who took photos of us and who wanted us to go to the London tavern and then mars.  Little to their knowledge we were heading their.. not telling them was a funny situation later in the night.&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;Ok so missed apart in my very important story on Thursday I went to the gym for the first time in ages and it was good, and will be going more often. Met this nice gurl called Amanda who mentioned she may be going to mars on the weekend.. I explained that one of my gay friends were dressing in drag.. she got my no and said shed ring me on sat..&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;Amanda rang and I told her that id be heading to town at 10.. but ill be going to mars at like 12 or 1 ish..&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;Ok continuing with the story… went to jimmy rowes to use their toilets then sat in light square sipping my Smirnoff which we hid in my handbag… its cheaper that way lol.( yea u probably think that im some loser don’t care..caiuse I saved money in the end.. look whos smart now) meet ben then headed to tonic where their were like 3 people ,but the drinks were cheap and sofas really comfy..&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;After their headed to ed where we were standing and seeing who we knew… little to our knowledge dan ( in drag ) was standing behind us.. didn’t even notice him.. id like to say that he made a better drag than I thought….&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;Took many photos of him with us .. was good.. Amanada kept ringing me and msging me and I was starting to get freaked out and that she may be a lesbian and might like me Argghhhh!!!!.. but more drinks made the situation easier.&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;Went to mars and told Amanda was their…. While walking in the doors the bus people were their and they were like omg! It was hella funny. Met up with Amanda in the beer garden.. yes she is a dike and I was shocked and freaked out. Said hi and that’s about it and she left.. thank the lord..&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;Danced the night away with kylie, Britney and gwen but overall had a good night out…. Chris’s mum picked us up at 3.3o, was glad cause was feeling really ill.&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;Now its Sunday and I slept til 2.. which was good as was really tired..&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;Today just watched lie 6 episodes of the oc ( which we bought on dvd) and that was good. Went on net.. talked to dan on the net.. he had some interesting things to say about last night and about keith…. Why do men have to be so much trouble I wonder??? I suppose it makes life interesting. One thing that dan did say which confused me is((((******))))Did  nothing much after that which was good... now im here in my room typing on my laptop listening to Jennifer lopez new song, the weekend and some gwen, while thinking that they my life may not be that bad right now ( besides the lesbian stalker who I go to the gym with.. which now am going to try and avoid ) &lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;Anyways tomorrow for valentines day am going to the botanic gardens to watch breakfast at tiffanys with the girls from tafe which should be good.. had an interesting proposal from a guy on the net who likes me… lol lets just thank god that I was busy as he wanted to do stuff…. Yes I know…why are people on the net always horny and desperate???? The problem is that half of them are computer geeks who spend so much time on the net its all they know and the other half never go out and lets say have a crack at some girl so they always rely on the net to pick up their girlfriends… lol what a sad life they must lead… &lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;So that’s the sorta briefing on my weird and wacky weekend.. hope u enjoyed ur weekend as much as me..&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;Anyways  &lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;R&lt;div class="blogger-post-footer"&gt;&lt;img width='1' height='1' src='https://blogger.googleusercontent.com/tracker/8168044-110854703103389219?l=abutterflysview.blogspot.com' alt='' /&gt;&lt;/div&gt;</content><link rel='replies' type='application/atom+xml' href='http://abutterflysview.blogspot.com/feeds/110854703103389219/comments/default' title='Post Comments'/><link rel='replies' type='text/html' href='http://www.blogger.com/comment.g?blogID=8168044&amp;postID=110854703103389219' title='0 Comments'/><link rel='edit' type='application/atom+xml' href='http://www.blogger.com/feeds/8168044/posts/default/110854703103389219'/><link rel='self' type='application/atom+xml' href='http://www.blogger.com/feeds/8168044/posts/default/110854703103389219'/><link rel='alternate' type='text/html' href='http://abutterflysview.blogspot.com/2005/02/my-life-is-on-rollercoaster-at-mo-it.html' title='My life is on a rollercoaster at the mo, it goes up one day and down the next'/><author><name>Renee</name><uri>http://www.blogger.com/profile/15066195057415335444</uri><email>noreply@blogger.com</email><gd:image rel='http://schemas.google.com/g/2005#thumbnail' width='16' height='16' src='http://img2.blogblog.com/img/b16-rounded.gif'/></author><thr:total>0</thr:total></entry><entry><id>tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-8168044.post-110794703897890265</id><published>2005-02-09T21:02:00.000+10:30</published><updated>2005-02-09T21:33:58.980+10:30</updated><title type='text'> Gays of my life  </title><content type='html'>ive finally realised today that yes i have gay friends but its cool that i dont go out with them all the time and that i only go out maybe once a month or so... i dont exactly want the title of fag hag in my early life and ihope u understand my thoughts on this... its just that i do have a good time when good music is on but id much rather hot straight guys and good music because they both come hand in hand....but i am planning on hitting the town on friday night and starting off at the london tavern then working my way down rundle... so that should be good....&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;well my best buddie is having a few boi troubles at the mo and my other friend is annoyed that he is having boi troubles.. their isnt enough time to explain the context of this situation...&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;however my tafe buddies keep paying me out about going to the choc bar.. mars so im trying to elimate my weekends going their... but it will be hard as many of my friends are always busy so its either going their or staying home ( which i just hate doing )&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;but just a quick up date about tafe, started bac on monday then went today ( wed)  and it seemes theirs lots of group assignments to do.. one subject ' evaluate international marketing opportunites' seemes very interesting and wil help me in the future.&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;so im their three days a week but only half days so in total im doing 1 .5 days a week, and they classify that as full time lol&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;its weird being bac at tafe but good, cause new students have come and some of them are really hot... so new eye candy at the caf for lunch lol.. &lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;but yea.. today got my id photo taken of all days ( cause the weather was crappy and my hair just wasnt working for me and my friends were acting stupid and i was like laughing and i had to get the photo taken twice... but alls well it looks pretty good, not a huge as last years but still pretty good.&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;anyways must be off now as im watching a pretty good shows on channel 10 and its very interesting ...its called medium&lt;br /&gt;so everyone have a good weekend and will talk soon..&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;luv renee&lt;div class="blogger-post-footer"&gt;&lt;img width='1' height='1' src='https://blogger.googleusercontent.com/tracker/8168044-110794703897890265?l=abutterflysview.blogspot.com' alt='' /&gt;&lt;/div&gt;</content><link rel='replies' type='application/atom+xml' href='http://abutterflysview.blogspot.com/feeds/110794703897890265/comments/default' title='Post Comments'/><link rel='replies' type='text/html' href='http://www.blogger.com/comment.g?blogID=8168044&amp;postID=110794703897890265' title='0 Comments'/><link rel='edit' type='application/atom+xml' href='http://www.blogger.com/feeds/8168044/posts/default/110794703897890265'/><link rel='self' type='application/atom+xml' href='http://www.blogger.com/feeds/8168044/posts/default/110794703897890265'/><link rel='alternate' type='text/html' href='http://abutterflysview.blogspot.com/2005/02/gays-of-my-life.html' title=' Gays of my life  '/><author><name>Renee</name><uri>http://www.blogger.com/profile/15066195057415335444</uri><email>noreply@blogger.com</email><gd:image rel='http://schemas.google.com/g/2005#thumbnail' width='16' height='16' src='http://img2.blogblog.com/img/b16-rounded.gif'/></author><thr:total>0</thr:total></entry><entry><id>tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-8168044.post-110767112618082477</id><published>2005-02-06T16:35:00.000+10:30</published><updated>2005-02-06T16:55:26.180+10:30</updated><title type='text'>Happy Bday Danny Boi</title><content type='html'>well last night was one of my good friends Dan's 20th birthday and i had a great time. First we started off at this really cool park on prospect road with like waterfalls and stuff( Which would later kill me slowly after). Lots of people that i knew from mars and ed ( Dan is gay)and me mate Nicole came for a little while to suss out the situation with Keith.. ( well their really isnt one im just being dramtic)went to the ed caslte and that was really boring.. but on the way their chris, ben and dan tried to set me up with a married taxi driver.. lets just say that i wanted to jump out of the taxi at the moment,... then they started talking about threesomes.. killing moment&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;went to mars after that and had a good time to.. meet some ppl i have heard of and also  saw someone who i havent seen in a very long time... so that was good&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;anyways just a quick post today as am watching kath and kim and dont wanna miss out on any thing..&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;once again happy bday and all the best for 2005 danny boi( just like mrs doubtfire says it)&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;lue renee&lt;div class="blogger-post-footer"&gt;&lt;img width='1' height='1' src='https://blogger.googleusercontent.com/tracker/8168044-110767112618082477?l=abutterflysview.blogspot.com' alt='' /&gt;&lt;/div&gt;</content><link rel='replies' type='application/atom+xml' href='http://abutterflysview.blogspot.com/feeds/110767112618082477/comments/default' title='Post Comments'/><link rel='replies' type='text/html' href='http://www.blogger.com/comment.g?blogID=8168044&amp;postID=110767112618082477' title='0 Comments'/><link rel='edit' type='application/atom+xml' href='http://www.blogger.com/feeds/8168044/posts/default/110767112618082477'/><link rel='self' type='application/atom+xml' href='http://www.blogger.com/feeds/8168044/posts/default/110767112618082477'/><link rel='alternate' type='text/html' href='http://abutterflysview.blogspot.com/2005/02/happy-bday-danny-boi.html' title='Happy Bday Danny Boi'/><author><name>Renee</name><uri>http://www.blogger.com/profile/15066195057415335444</uri><email>noreply@blogger.com</email><gd:image rel='http://schemas.google.com/g/2005#thumbnail' width='16' height='16' src='http://img2.blogblog.com/img/b16-rounded.gif'/></author><thr:total>0</thr:total></entry><entry><id>tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-8168044.post-110725287872865278</id><published>2005-02-01T20:14:00.001+10:30</published><updated>2005-02-01T20:44:38.730+10:30</updated><title type='text'>Hey Nigga!</title><content type='html'>well after watching white chicks, a highly recommened movie i might add, my friends and i have become very multicultural... to say the least. lifes been really good actually. Offically finish at the Hell hole on friday.. ill be sad to go as ive made some really great friends there, but i will c them out hopefully but everything else i will not miss.&lt;br /&gt;One person who i will miss is this nightfiller which i sorta like ( ive very curious as to what kinda likfe he leads.. ive actually only ever talked to him once..sorta..) one time i saw this nightfiller while at brigton and i was very interested as to why he was wearing black jeans at a beach lol) but yes never talked to him and probably never will which saddens me, but ill get over it... lol&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;So my life is on to better things, and for once everything is swinging my way. One issue which ive yet to control is my love life. Theres this guy which i like and everytime i talk to him i get butterflys and dont know what to say. which is very weird cing as i never shut up. but theres something different about him which interests me. its a weird situation cause im friends with his friend and that person keeps telling me how much that guy likes me, but i actually havent heard it from that guys mouth yet. and the msgs i get from him while hes drunk and or sober  sends mixed msgs so it just confuses me.&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;but just like to say a big shout out to me tafe buddies for helping analse a guys mind. any thoughts and id love to hear them.&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;tafe starts bac next week, which im excited about but only one of my tafe friends will be returning with me. im not looking forward to the human resource subjects which made me so bored that i nearly went into a coma cause i was that bored... i kept thinking that i could ease my pain my jabbing my pen in my arms to kill me much more quickly.&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;so far this year i have learnt new things. First no matter what, when u get a bf u still need to spend time with ur friends. LKike me mate jazzy says ' Mates before dates' and ' boyfriends come and go but friends stay forever'&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;i believe that this is a very important point as its very true, and one piece of advice i give to the readers of this blog, cause its happened to me :(&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;the second most important thing ive learnt this year is that no matter what situation u are in, theres always time to make new friends. ( hence the new friends and guy i like.... :?) &lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;also, ive been going to town lately and ive written a list of clubs and pubs which i want to attend. so my resoloution this year is to visit most of these places.&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;so must go as .. well theres no reason but yea gonna go..&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;leave ur thoughts.. R&lt;br /&gt;&lt;div class="blogger-post-footer"&gt;&lt;img width='1' height='1' src='https://blogger.googleusercontent.com/tracker/8168044-110725287872865278?l=abutterflysview.blogspot.com' alt='' /&gt;&lt;/div&gt;</content><link rel='replies' type='application/atom+xml' href='http://abutterflysview.blogspot.com/feeds/110725287872865278/comments/default' title='Post Comments'/><link rel='replies' type='text/html' href='http://www.blogger.com/comment.g?blogID=8168044&amp;postID=110725287872865278' title='0 Comments'/><link rel='edit' type='application/atom+xml' href='http://www.blogger.com/feeds/8168044/posts/default/110725287872865278'/><link rel='self' type='application/atom+xml' href='http://www.blogger.com/feeds/8168044/posts/default/110725287872865278'/><link rel='alternate' type='text/html' href='http://abutterflysview.blogspot.com/2005/02/hey-nigga.html' title='Hey Nigga!'/><author><name>Renee</name><uri>http://www.blogger.com/profile/15066195057415335444</uri><email>noreply@blogger.com</email><gd:image rel='http://schemas.google.com/g/2005#thumbnail' width='16' height='16' src='http://img2.blogblog.com/img/b16-rounded.gif'/></author><thr:total>0</thr:total></entry><entry><id>tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-8168044.post-110673853470730511</id><published>2005-01-26T21:33:00.000+10:30</published><updated>2005-01-26T21:52:14.706+10:30</updated><title type='text'>Renee Returns</title><content type='html'>well what an exciting few couple of months has been... first most important information is that i have offically resgined from big w and now hold a position looking after children..  second is that ive been goin out heaps with chris and his friends.. while also going out with thier friends to so i have meet heaps of ppl which is great cuase thats what im good at. ( which is one of my new years resol)&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;Last night was the offical first time where i passed out... and even better yet.. in a taxi.. sorta got no where near my house which was very scary and kinda worring cause i was on a limited budget.&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;other that that a new friend of mine was really upset and i was really worried about them.. so i was kinda bummed about that but they left and i continued to party as i do.. and drank that night away ( hence the taxi incident)If u read this ( u know who u are) everything will sort its sort out in the end. and no matter what... ill be hear for you even if it is a weird situation.&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;well this is all i have time for at the mo... will update on my love life next time...stay tuned.&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;r&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;&lt;div class="blogger-post-footer"&gt;&lt;img width='1' height='1' src='https://blogger.googleusercontent.com/tracker/8168044-110673853470730511?l=abutterflysview.blogspot.com' alt='' /&gt;&lt;/div&gt;</content><link rel='replies' type='application/atom+xml' href='http://abutterflysview.blogspot.com/feeds/110673853470730511/comments/default' title='Post Comments'/><link rel='replies' type='text/html' href='http://www.blogger.com/comment.g?blogID=8168044&amp;postID=110673853470730511' title='0 Comments'/><link rel='edit' type='application/atom+xml' href='http://www.blogger.com/feeds/8168044/posts/default/110673853470730511'/><link rel='self' type='application/atom+xml' href='http://www.blogger.com/feeds/8168044/posts/default/110673853470730511'/><link rel='alternate' type='text/html' href='http://abutterflysview.blogspot.com/2005/01/renee-returns.html' title='Renee Returns'/><author><name>Renee</name><uri>http://www.blogger.com/profile/15066195057415335444</uri><email>noreply@blogger.com</email><gd:image rel='http://schemas.google.com/g/2005#thumbnail' width='16' height='16' src='http://img2.blogblog.com/img/b16-rounded.gif'/></author><thr:total>0</thr:total></entry><entry><id>tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-8168044.post-110086180814043305</id><published>2004-11-19T20:38:00.000+10:30</published><updated>2004-11-19T21:26:48.140+10:30</updated><title type='text'>Well i finally return</title><content type='html'>Sorry about the delay on the message board, but have been busy with work and shit.  on friday the 12th went up to the boondox ( as my friends refers to the northern subs) and had a blast with my tafe buddies, jazz, nicole, mon and tim.  First we headed to the Gully.. a small pub  with a live band.. and where the friday before we went, was frizy;s  backyard bbq, and a shooting... dont worry i wore my bullet proof vest... JOking!  the live band kinda sucked but it was still ok.. i was having a great time embarrasing myself amongust jazz's friends who we met up with and nicoles boyfriend. &lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;ok well i had a good time, if u know what i mean. &lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;we were getting kinda bored as the band finished, and  we were getting a bit sober, so we decided to head to the highlander, where the entry was $10 bucks and about a hr line up.. my friends from up north said it wasnt worth the wait, and hopped into monikas small red barina ( with no powersteering and about 6 ppl in the car) and we had some laughs about that.. we then headed to the village, where as it turns out was an... wait for it OVER 30's night... old ladys with titty tops, DOES NOT GO DOWN TOOO WELLL... we werent the only youngesters their.. their were a group of guys around 18 or 19  picking up these older ladies.. it was just wrong... and these old men were ooddlying our goodies... which was also wrong. at least we had some guys their to protect us against these old men. ( yes i understand that 30 isnt that old but , it should have been titled for the over 45's to be genouras ( cant spell)  or the over 50's)&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;so that ended all well cause they all went to bed around 2 ( to take their dentures out and take off their wigs to cover the gray) and we partied all night ( well til abou 4.30) with some other youngesters, they werent hooking up with the old people, so it was ok by me...&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;headed to jazzs and crashed their, and then woke up in the mornin to watch the pagent.&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;then i got home on sat and went out with  friends for lunch, which apparently didnt go as well as expected as we were supposed to talk..&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;dont ya just hate thoses words.. we need to talk.. cause u know that something bad is gonna happen. so that explains the first moods of the night&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;lucky i was still willing to go out to the big w christmas party.... well after many considerations... i decided i wasnt going to let this situation stop me... well as it turns out it made my night..., NOT!!!&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;i was unhappy about the afternoon events, and was determined to make my day much better.. Now heres the situation.. A work event... never get pissed at a work event, as embarrasing situations can happen and make ur work life hell... and u need to face everyone when u return to the lovely work place.. Free drinks is the other situation... now thoses champagne and orange juice drinks went down quite well.. and unfortunalty i lost count of how many i had... :(&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;the night started at Angelas house, a small get together of herself, luke, a nightfiller and her boyfriend, megan and dan ( megan) used to work at big w but is now shifting her residence to the sunny queensland.. we all hoped into a 5 seater cab and headed down to the breaknock hotel on king william road.. when we arrived not many people were their yet and the night was about to begin..&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;stacey and skye were having a  good time dancing and stuff, and i thought it would be cool if all of the big w ppl would dance.. i keept going to everyone ' come on you need to dance'but unfortunatly my goal was unachieved...&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;i dont remember much of the night.. only talking to james s's girlfriend ( who ive never talked to before in my life which was weird.)... ( sorry i cant remember her name !!) and sitting at the nightfill table ( which was very weird cause i dont normally talk to many of them ) stefan was on the table and the only thing i remember him telling me was how he couldnt believe how gone i was... i do remember getting photos taken.. but thankfully they havent surfaced just yet ( touch wood... Stefan if i see them i will be utterly embarrased)&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;i was talking to a few other ppl, one of them i wasnt proud of and let something slip out which i now utterly regret and will not mention as it will surface at work, as some work ppl read this blog. ( yes stefan that is u once again)&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;so my dad picked me up which was weird.. i didnt talk the whole way home .. due to stupid things may escape my mouth.. but what i do remember i  think i had a good time..&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;until i rocked up to work ( not working , just visiting stacey and seeing how her night panned out) on the sunday and bumped into Teena and Kris... they were like we thought ud still be in bed... well at least they didnt say anything that would embarrass me..&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;went to work like normal on monday, and the stories began.. .. now i sorta just need to laugh em off and just hope that some other story will come along and that night will b forgotten.. it wasnt that bad though, it could have been worse.. i could have tried to hook up with some one and that would have been embarrasing.. although im not happy with kim ( from the fitting rooms) for a very good reason, which i remember, but am not going to repeat..&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;but overall it was a good night and now ive began talking to some nightfillers only cause nothing can be as embarrasing as that night..&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;and now that concludes my big w christmas party story..&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;was asked to go to the exchange.. never been their before and would have like to but i had no money.. and i needed to get home to bed but that is one part of the night i regret.. ( yes i know. thats the part! ur like what about drinking too much!! oh yes that to)&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;but yeah.&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;i recovered fine on sunday for all thoses wondering and only slept in till 11. with no hangover.. i dont think that word is in renees vocab... lol&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;well just letting all know im having a quite one in this weekend as im in a wierd situation with my mates and i have no money and i have a 3000 word assignment on training and shit and i have to relate it to my work place... but im only allowed to go 15% over!!! gees ill need a thesis to only start with the training big wankers needs...&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;anyways once again &lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;R&lt;div class="blogger-post-footer"&gt;&lt;img width='1' height='1' src='https://blogger.googleusercontent.com/tracker/8168044-110086180814043305?l=abutterflysview.blogspot.com' alt='' /&gt;&lt;/div&gt;</content><link rel='replies' type='application/atom+xml' href='http://abutterflysview.blogspot.com/feeds/110086180814043305/comments/default' title='Post Comments'/><link rel='replies' type='text/html' href='http://www.blogger.com/comment.g?blogID=8168044&amp;postID=110086180814043305' title='1 Comments'/><link rel='edit' type='application/atom+xml' href='http://www.blogger.com/feeds/8168044/posts/default/110086180814043305'/><link rel='self' type='application/atom+xml' href='http://www.blogger.com/feeds/8168044/posts/default/110086180814043305'/><link rel='alternate' type='text/html' href='http://abutterflysview.blogspot.com/2004/11/well-i-finally-return.html' title='Well i finally return'/><author><name>Renee</name><uri>http://www.blogger.com/profile/15066195057415335444</uri><email>noreply@blogger.com</email><gd:image rel='http://schemas.google.com/g/2005#thumbnail' width='16' height='16' src='http://img2.blogblog.com/img/b16-rounded.gif'/></author><thr:total>1</thr:total></entry><entry><id>tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-8168044.post-109645019559011557</id><published>2004-09-29T18:48:00.000+09:30</published><updated>2004-09-29T18:59:55.590+09:30</updated><title type='text'>Heres the bad news</title><content type='html'>Yesturday i recieved a letter which isnt really appreciated at the moment... I have to RESIT an exam!!! it sucks.. Im hoping that its a mistake and that they accidently posted an resit thingy to me... that would be the best news ive heard for a while.. Today nothing much happened... went to work, that was shit, had lunch with my friend, then went home... am now checking my email to hear the good news... but theres nothing their... talk soon&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;r &lt;div class="blogger-post-footer"&gt;&lt;img width='1' height='1' src='https://blogger.googleusercontent.com/tracker/8168044-109645019559011557?l=abutterflysview.blogspot.com' alt='' /&gt;&lt;/div&gt;</content><link rel='replies' type='application/atom+xml' href='http://abutterflysview.blogspot.com/feeds/109645019559011557/comments/default' title='Post Comments'/><link rel='replies' type='text/html' href='http://www.blogger.com/comment.g?blogID=8168044&amp;postID=109645019559011557' title='0 Comments'/><link rel='edit' type='application/atom+xml' href='http://www.blogger.com/feeds/8168044/posts/default/109645019559011557'/><link rel='self' type='application/atom+xml' href='http://www.blogger.com/feeds/8168044/posts/default/109645019559011557'/><link rel='alternate' type='text/html' href='http://abutterflysview.blogspot.com/2004/09/heres-bad-news.html' title='Heres the bad news'/><author><name>Renee</name><uri>http://www.blogger.com/profile/15066195057415335444</uri><email>noreply@blogger.com</email><gd:image rel='http://schemas.google.com/g/2005#thumbnail' width='16' height='16' src='http://img2.blogblog.com/img/b16-rounded.gif'/></author><thr:total>0</thr:total></entry><entry><id>tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-8168044.post-109628420577605906</id><published>2004-09-27T20:53:00.000+09:30</published><updated>2004-09-27T20:53:25.776+09:30</updated><title type='text'></title><content type='html'>&lt;a href='http://photos1.blogger.com/img/282/1840/320/SANY0014.jpg'&gt;&lt;img border='0' style='border:2px solid #FFFFFF; margin:2px' src='http://photos1.blogger.com/img/282/1840/320/SANY0014.jpg'&gt;&lt;/a&gt;&lt;br /&gt;The EVIL nigel at work&amp;nbsp;&lt;a href='http://www.hello.com/' target='ext'&gt;&lt;img src='http://photos1.blogger.com/pbh.gif' alt='Posted by Hello' border='0' style='border:0px;padding:0px;background:transparent;' align='absmiddle'&gt;&lt;/a&gt;&lt;div class="blogger-post-footer"&gt;&lt;img width='1' height='1' src='https://blogger.googleusercontent.com/tracker/8168044-109628420577605906?l=abutterflysview.blogspot.com' alt='' /&gt;&lt;/div&gt;</content><link rel='replies' type='application/atom+xml' href='http://abutterflysview.blogspot.com/feeds/109628420577605906/comments/default' title='Post Comments'/><link rel='replies' type='text/html' href='http://www.blogger.com/comment.g?blogID=8168044&amp;postID=109628420577605906' title='0 Comments'/><link rel='edit' type='application/atom+xml' href='http://www.blogger.com/feeds/8168044/posts/default/109628420577605906'/><link rel='self' type='application/atom+xml' href='http://www.blogger.com/feeds/8168044/posts/default/109628420577605906'/><link rel='alternate' type='text/html' href='http://abutterflysview.blogspot.com/2004/09/evil-nigel-at-work.html' title=''/><author><name>Renee</name><uri>http://www.blogger.com/profile/15066195057415335444</uri><email>noreply@blogger.com</email><gd:image rel='http://schemas.google.com/g/2005#thumbnail' width='16' height='16' src='http://img2.blogblog.com/img/b16-rounded.gif'/></author><thr:total>0</thr:total></entry><entry><id>tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-8168044.post-109628416507701372</id><published>2004-09-27T20:52:00.001+09:30</published><updated>2004-09-27T20:52:45.076+09:30</updated><title type='text'></title><content type='html'>&lt;a href='http://photos1.blogger.com/img/282/1840/320/SANY0056.jpg'&gt;&lt;img border='0' style='border:2px solid #FFFFFF; margin:2px' src='http://photos1.blogger.com/img/282/1840/320/SANY0056.jpg'&gt;&lt;/a&gt;&lt;br /&gt;jasmine and mon shaking their thang&amp;nbsp;&lt;a href='http://www.hello.com/' target='ext'&gt;&lt;img src='http://photos1.blogger.com/pbh.gif' alt='Posted by Hello' border='0' style='border:0px;padding:0px;background:transparent;' align='absmiddle'&gt;&lt;/a&gt;&lt;div class="blogger-post-footer"&gt;&lt;img width='1' height='1' src='https://blogger.googleusercontent.com/tracker/8168044-109628416507701372?l=abutterflysview.blogspot.com' alt='' /&gt;&lt;/div&gt;</content><link rel='replies' type='application/atom+xml' href='http://abutterflysview.blogspot.com/feeds/109628416507701372/comments/default' title='Post Comments'/><link rel='replies' type='text/html' href='http://www.blogger.com/comment.g?blogID=8168044&amp;postID=109628416507701372' title='0 Comments'/><link rel='edit' type='application/atom+xml' href='http://www.blogger.com/feeds/8168044/posts/default/109628416507701372'/><link rel='self' type='application/atom+xml' href='http://www.blogger.com/feeds/8168044/posts/default/109628416507701372'/><link rel='alternate' type='text/html' href='http://abutterflysview.blogspot.com/2004/09/jasmine-and-mon-shaking-their-thang.html' title=''/><author><name>Renee</name><uri>http://www.blogger.com/profile/15066195057415335444</uri><email>noreply@blogger.com</email><gd:image rel='http://schemas.google.com/g/2005#thumbnail' width='16' height='16' src='http://img2.blogblog.com/img/b16-rounded.gif'/></author><thr:total>0</thr:total></entry><entry><id>tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-8168044.post-109628414162442843</id><published>2004-09-27T20:52:00.000+09:30</published><updated>2004-09-27T20:52:21.623+09:30</updated><title type='text'></title><content type='html'>&lt;a href='http://photos1.blogger.com/img/282/1840/320/SANY0045.jpg'&gt;&lt;img border='0' style='border:2px solid #FFFFFF; margin:2px' src='http://photos1.blogger.com/img/282/1840/320/SANY0045.jpg'&gt;&lt;/a&gt;&lt;br /&gt;(l-R) jasmine, chris, mon, me and (front) kim&amp;nbsp;&lt;a href='http://www.hello.com/' target='ext'&gt;&lt;img src='http://photos1.blogger.com/pbh.gif' alt='Posted by Hello' border='0' style='border:0px;padding:0px;background:transparent;' align='absmiddle'&gt;&lt;/a&gt;&lt;div class="blogger-post-footer"&gt;&lt;img width='1' height='1' src='https://blogger.googleusercontent.com/tracker/8168044-109628414162442843?l=abutterflysview.blogspot.com' alt='' /&gt;&lt;/div&gt;</content><link rel='replies' type='application/atom+xml' href='http://abutterflysview.blogspot.com/feeds/109628414162442843/comments/default' title='Post Comments'/><link rel='replies' type='text/html' href='http://www.blogger.com/comment.g?blogID=8168044&amp;postID=109628414162442843' title='0 Comments'/><link rel='edit' type='application/atom+xml' href='http://www.blogger.com/feeds/8168044/posts/default/109628414162442843'/><link rel='self' type='application/atom+xml' href='http://www.blogger.com/feeds/8168044/posts/default/109628414162442843'/><link rel='alternate' type='text/html' href='http://abutterflysview.blogspot.com/2004/09/l-r-jasmine-chris-mon-me-and-front-kim.html' title=''/><author><name>Renee</name><uri>http://www.blogger.com/profile/15066195057415335444</uri><email>noreply@blogger.com</email><gd:image rel='http://schemas.google.com/g/2005#thumbnail' width='16' height='16' src='http://img2.blogblog.com/img/b16-rounded.gif'/></author><thr:total>0</thr:total></entry><entry><id>tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-8168044.post-109628410768405313</id><published>2004-09-27T20:51:00.001+09:30</published><updated>2004-09-27T20:51:47.683+09:30</updated><title type='text'></title><content type='html'>&lt;a href='http://photos1.blogger.com/img/282/1840/320/SANY0044.jpg'&gt;&lt;img border='0' style='border:2px solid #FFFFFF; margin:2px' src='http://photos1.blogger.com/img/282/1840/320/SANY0044.jpg'&gt;&lt;/a&gt;&lt;br /&gt;half of monika, me, kim, kate and jasmine&amp;nbsp;&lt;a href='http://www.hello.com/' target='ext'&gt;&lt;img src='http://photos1.blogger.com/pbh.gif' alt='Posted by Hello' border='0' style='border:0px;padding:0px;background:transparent;' align='absmiddle'&gt;&lt;/a&gt;&lt;div class="blogger-post-footer"&gt;&lt;img width='1' height='1' src='https://blogger.googleusercontent.com/tracker/8168044-109628410768405313?l=abutterflysview.blogspot.com' alt='' /&gt;&lt;/div&gt;</content><link rel='replies' type='application/atom+xml' href='http://abutterflysview.blogspot.com/feeds/109628410768405313/comments/default' title='Post Comments'/><link rel='replies' type='text/html' href='http://www.blogger.com/comment.g?blogID=8168044&amp;postID=109628410768405313' title='0 Comments'/><link rel='edit' type='application/atom+xml' href='http://www.blogger.com/feeds/8168044/posts/default/109628410768405313'/><link rel='self' type='application/atom+xml' href='http://www.blogger.com/feeds/8168044/posts/default/109628410768405313'/><link rel='alternate' type='text/html' href='http://abutterflysview.blogspot.com/2004/09/half-of-monika-me-kim-kate-and-jasmine.html' title=''/><author><name>Renee</name><uri>http://www.blogger.com/profile/15066195057415335444</uri><email>noreply@blogger.com</email><gd:image rel='http://schemas.google.com/g/2005#thumbnail' width='16' height='16' src='http://img2.blogblog.com/img/b16-rounded.gif'/></author><thr:total>0</thr:total></entry><entry><id>tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-8168044.post-109628409482642724</id><published>2004-09-27T20:51:00.000+09:30</published><updated>2004-09-27T20:51:34.826+09:30</updated><title type='text'></title><content type='html'>&lt;a href='http://photos1.blogger.com/img/282/1840/320/SANY0037.jpg'&gt;&lt;img border='0' style='border:2px solid #FFFFFF; margin:2px' src='http://photos1.blogger.com/img/282/1840/320/SANY0037.jpg'&gt;&lt;/a&gt;&lt;br /&gt;Chris and Monika out side of red square in the line&amp;nbsp;&lt;a href='http://www.hello.com/' target='ext'&gt;&lt;img src='http://photos1.blogger.com/pbh.gif' alt='Posted by Hello' border='0' style='border:0px;padding:0px;background:transparent;' align='absmiddle'&gt;&lt;/a&gt;&lt;div class="blogger-post-footer"&gt;&lt;img width='1' height='1' src='https://blogger.googleusercontent.com/tracker/8168044-109628409482642724?l=abutterflysview.blogspot.com' alt='' /&gt;&lt;/div&gt;</content><link rel='replies' type='application/atom+xml' href='http://abutterflysview.blogspot.com/feeds/109628409482642724/comments/default' title='Post Comments'/><link rel='replies' type='text/html' href='http://www.blogger.com/comment.g?blogID=8168044&amp;postID=109628409482642724' title='0 Comments'/><link rel='edit' type='application/atom+xml' href='http://www.blogger.com/feeds/8168044/posts/default/109628409482642724'/><link rel='self' type='application/atom+xml' href='http://www.blogger.com/feeds/8168044/posts/default/109628409482642724'/><link rel='alternate' type='text/html' href='http://abutterflysview.blogspot.com/2004/09/chris-and-monika-out-side-of-red.html' title=''/><author><name>Renee</name><uri>http://www.blogger.com/profile/15066195057415335444</uri><email>noreply@blogger.com</email><gd:image rel='http://schemas.google.com/g/2005#thumbnail' width='16' height='16' src='http://img2.blogblog.com/img/b16-rounded.gif'/></author><thr:total>0</thr:total></entry><entry><id>tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-8168044.post-109628404083566957</id><published>2004-09-27T20:50:00.001+09:30</published><updated>2004-09-27T20:50:40.836+09:30</updated><title type='text'></title><content type='html'>&lt;a href='http://photos1.blogger.com/img/282/1840/320/30.jpg'&gt;&lt;img border='0' style='border:2px solid #FFFFFF; margin:2px' src='http://photos1.blogger.com/img/282/1840/320/30.jpg'&gt;&lt;/a&gt;&lt;br /&gt;Jasmine and Monika in Red Square&amp;nbsp;&lt;a href='http://www.hello.com/' target='ext'&gt;&lt;img src='http://photos1.blogger.com/pbh.gif' alt='Posted by Hello' border='0' style='border:0px;padding:0px;background:transparent;' align='absmiddle'&gt;&lt;/a&gt;&lt;div class="blogger-post-footer"&gt;&lt;img width='1' height='1' src='https://blogger.googleusercontent.com/tracker/8168044-109628404083566957?l=abutterflysview.blogspot.com' alt='' /&gt;&lt;/div&gt;</content><link rel='replies' type='application/atom+xml' href='http://abutterflysview.blogspot.com/feeds/109628404083566957/comments/default' title='Post Comments'/><link rel='replies' type='text/html' href='http://www.blogger.com/comment.g?blogID=8168044&amp;postID=109628404083566957' title='0 Comments'/><link rel='edit' type='application/atom+xml' href='http://www.blogger.com/feeds/8168044/posts/default/109628404083566957'/><link rel='self' type='application/atom+xml' href='http://www.blogger.com/feeds/8168044/posts/default/109628404083566957'/><link rel='alternate' type='text/html' href='http://abutterflysview.blogspot.com/2004/09/jasmine-and-monika-in-red-square.html' title=''/><author><name>Renee</name><uri>http://www.blogger.com/profile/15066195057415335444</uri><email>noreply@blogger.com</email><gd:image rel='http://schemas.google.com/g/2005#thumbnail' width='16' height='16' src='http://img2.blogblog.com/img/b16-rounded.gif'/></author><thr:total>0</thr:total></entry><entry><id>tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-8168044.post-109628401193261824</id><published>2004-09-27T20:50:00.000+09:30</published><updated>2004-09-27T20:50:11.933+09:30</updated><title type='text'></title><content type='html'>&lt;a href='http://photos1.blogger.com/img/282/1840/320/IMG_559jpg.jpg'&gt;&lt;img border='0' style='border:2px solid #FFFFFF; margin:2px' src='http://photos1.blogger.com/img/282/1840/320/IMG_559jpg.jpg'&gt;&lt;/a&gt;&lt;br /&gt;This is my friend Carman ( middle) and me on the left.. we are at the vic&amp;nbsp;&lt;a href='http://www.hello.com/' target='ext'&gt;&lt;img src='http://photos1.blogger.com/pbh.gif' alt='Posted by Hello' border='0' style='border:0px;padding:0px;background:transparent;' align='absmiddle'&gt;&lt;/a&gt;&lt;div class="blogger-post-footer"&gt;&lt;img width='1' height='1' src='https://blogger.googleusercontent.com/tracker/8168044-109628401193261824?l=abutterflysview.blogspot.com' alt='' /&gt;&lt;/div&gt;</content><link rel='replies' type='application/atom+xml' href='http://abutterflysview.blogspot.com/feeds/109628401193261824/comments/default' title='Post Comments'/><link rel='replies' type='text/html' href='http://www.blogger.com/comment.g?blogID=8168044&amp;postID=109628401193261824' title='0 Comments'/><link rel='edit' type='application/atom+xml' href='http://www.blogger.com/feeds/8168044/posts/default/109628401193261824'/><link rel='self' type='application/atom+xml' href='http://www.blogger.com/feeds/8168044/posts/default/109628401193261824'/><link rel='alternate' type='text/html' href='http://abutterflysview.blogspot.com/2004/09/this-is-my-friend-carman-middle-and-me.html' title=''/><author><name>Renee</name><uri>http://www.blogger.com/profile/15066195057415335444</uri><email>noreply@blogger.com</email><gd:image rel='http://schemas.google.com/g/2005#thumbnail' width='16' height='16' src='http://img2.blogblog.com/img/b16-rounded.gif'/></author><thr:total>0</thr:total></entry><entry><id>tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-8168044.post-109628420125357201</id><published>2004-09-27T19:56:00.000+09:30</published><updated>2004-09-27T20:53:21.253+09:30</updated><title type='text'>You laugh because im different i laugh because you're all the same</title><content type='html'>well, its been a while since ive written a post as ive had many things to do. Last mon,tues and wed i had exams so i was busy studying ( not) as my exams were in the afternoon i worked in the morning then went to tafe and studied. although everyone was there to study our conversations drifted on tangants...  On wednesday night after my last exam we all headed to jimmy rowes to celebrate our trimph.. Although i couldnt drink cause i was driving i had a good time and talked to people i hadnt talked to much before.. after this 4 and a half hour celebration ( i had to leave :( hey dont judge me it started at 4pm) i had plans for this thursday at shannag and saturday night for monnies bday!!!&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;the saturday night before my exams i partied hard with my buddies kim, kate, chris, monika and jasmine.. We ended up in red square parting in the line and in side.. the music was really good, but too many italian sleazes..&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;i have photos of my friends from that wonderful night.. it was hillarious. although i cannot place all the photos on the site ( due to some embarssing photos which i have promised my friend kate not to place on i am unable to do so..)&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;The friday before that we went to the vic and overall had a pretty good time which i have photographic memories of..&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;this weekend just gone ( friday 24th) i had a quite night in with some movies as kim and chris were in queensland and kate's sister in law was expecting her 3rd child this weekend so my friday night gang were occupied. Watched the footy on saturday and  wasnt glad that port wone, but my uncle ( a tru port supported from birth and death 24.07.2004) would have been very proud to see them holding the premiership cup and screaming their pathetic club song..&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;sunday i also stayed at home, cause my cousin chris was up trying to fix my retarted laptop which after a month has decided to lock so i cannot access anything. Went back to the shop and told him NOT to delete any of my assignments  or pictures... what the hell does he do.. the stupid wanker wiped my laptop clean of my assignements and photos which i will never be able to recover again...&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;so my dad is going to yell at the guy and im going to buy a newer laptop very soon.. ( yeah) &lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;other than that not much has happened...&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;so cherio &lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;Renee&lt;br /&gt;&lt;div class="blogger-post-footer"&gt;&lt;img width='1' height='1' src='https://blogger.googleusercontent.com/tracker/8168044-109628420125357201?l=abutterflysview.blogspot.com' alt='' /&gt;&lt;/div&gt;</content><link rel='replies' type='application/atom+xml' href='http://abutterflysview.blogspot.com/feeds/109628420125357201/comments/default' title='Post Comments'/><link rel='replies' type='text/html' href='http://www.blogger.com/comment.g?blogID=8168044&amp;postID=109628420125357201' title='2 Comments'/><link rel='edit' type='application/atom+xml' href='http://www.blogger.com/feeds/8168044/posts/default/109628420125357201'/><link rel='self' type='application/atom+xml' href='http://www.blogger.com/feeds/8168044/posts/default/109628420125357201'/><link rel='alternate' type='text/html' href='http://abutterflysview.blogspot.com/2004/09/you-laugh-because-im-different-i-laugh.html' title='You laugh because im different i laugh because you&apos;re all the same'/><author><name>Renee</name><uri>http://www.blogger.com/profile/15066195057415335444</uri><email>noreply@blogger.com</email><gd:image rel='http://schemas.google.com/g/2005#thumbnail' width='16' height='16' src='http://img2.blogblog.com/img/b16-rounded.gif'/></author><thr:total>2</thr:total></entry><entry><id>tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-8168044.post-109488821044730010</id><published>2004-09-11T17:06:00.000+09:30</published><updated>2004-09-11T17:06:50.446+09:30</updated><title type='text'>Stefan Net</title><content type='html'>&lt;a href="http://www.stefan-net.blogspot.com/"&gt;Stefan Net&lt;/a&gt;&lt;div class="blogger-post-footer"&gt;&lt;img width='1' height='1' src='https://blogger.googleusercontent.com/tracker/8168044-109488821044730010?l=abutterflysview.blogspot.com' alt='' /&gt;&lt;/div&gt;</content><link rel='related' href='http://www.stefan-net.blogspot.com/' title='Stefan Net'/><link rel='replies' type='application/atom+xml' href='http://abutterflysview.blogspot.com/feeds/109488821044730010/comments/default' title='Post Comments'/><link rel='replies' type='text/html' href='http://www.blogger.com/comment.g?blogID=8168044&amp;postID=109488821044730010' title='1 Comments'/><link rel='edit' type='application/atom+xml' href='http://www.blogger.com/feeds/8168044/posts/default/109488821044730010'/><link rel='self' type='application/atom+xml' href='http://www.blogger.com/feeds/8168044/posts/default/109488821044730010'/><link rel='alternate' type='text/html' href='http://abutterflysview.blogspot.com/2004/09/stefan-net.html' title='Stefan Net'/><author><name>Renee</name><uri>http://www.blogger.com/profile/15066195057415335444</uri><email>noreply@blogger.com</email><gd:image rel='http://schemas.google.com/g/2005#thumbnail' width='16' height='16' src='http://img2.blogblog.com/img/b16-rounded.gif'/></author><thr:total>1</thr:total></entry><entry><id>tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-8168044.post-109488342532158044</id><published>2004-09-11T13:33:00.000+09:30</published><updated>2004-09-11T15:47:05.323+09:30</updated><title type='text'>Dont u hate it when ur the only person who doesnt understand the joke?</title><content type='html'>well today is saturday, and once again i didnt go out last night. instead i watched a day after tomorrow which my bros friend got from bali. although i have seen it before it was much better as i enjoyed it in the comfort of my own home rather than the crappy cinemas at glenelg.&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;at the moment whilst writing this blog i am looking up information on.... bikes. I dont normally do this but one of my lecturers is making us so a report on the bicycle company and to launch a new product in an existing market.&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;i know this may sound kinda gay but i actually enjoy doing my assignments, but this one i am not very excited about this one... i doing anything under the sun to avoid doing this assignment.&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;for all the non avid readers of my blog im studying marketing at tafe.&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;My fellow work mate stefan and fellow blog writer was the person in charge of my own website, as i have been reading his for a while now. to see his website ' stefan-net' ( &lt;a href="http://www.stefan-net.blogspot.com"&gt;www.stefan-net.blogspot.com&lt;/a&gt;) and my ispiration ( lol) lick the above link. Athough mines isnt as as good as his ( yet) my goal is to just be as good... although i am time poor ( a marketing term meaning time poor, money rich( although i am definately not money rich but am definately time poor)&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;for now,&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;R&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;&lt;div class="blogger-post-footer"&gt;&lt;img width='1' height='1' src='https://blogger.googleusercontent.com/tracker/8168044-109488342532158044?l=abutterflysview.blogspot.com' alt='' /&gt;&lt;/div&gt;</content><link rel='replies' type='application/atom+xml' href='http://abutterflysview.blogspot.com/feeds/109488342532158044/comments/default' title='Post Comments'/><link rel='replies' type='text/html' href='http://www.blogger.com/comment.g?blogID=8168044&amp;postID=109488342532158044' title='3 Comments'/><link rel='edit' type='application/atom+xml' href='http://www.blogger.com/feeds/8168044/posts/default/109488342532158044'/><link rel='self' type='application/atom+xml' href='http://www.blogger.com/feeds/8168044/posts/default/109488342532158044'/><link rel='alternate' type='text/html' href='http://abutterflysview.blogspot.com/2004/09/dont-u-hate-it-when-ur-only-person-who.html' title='Dont u hate it when ur the only person who doesnt understand the joke?'/><author><name>Renee</name><uri>http://www.blogger.com/profile/15066195057415335444</uri><email>noreply@blogger.com</email><gd:image rel='http://schemas.google.com/g/2005#thumbnail' width='16' height='16' src='http://img2.blogblog.com/img/b16-rounded.gif'/></author><thr:total>3</thr:total></entry><entry><id>tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-8168044.post-109409887063068051</id><published>2004-09-03T06:03:00.000+09:30</published><updated>2004-09-02T13:51:10.630+09:30</updated><title type='text'>You dont know me, read this and u will</title><content type='html'> Well this is my very first post. at the moment i am sitting at home writing on my lap top watching an old episode of sex and the city.  let me tell you a little about myself. ive recently turned 18 and am studing Marketing at tafe. the only reason i am at tafe an not a uni is i gaveup hope during yr 12 due to stress and didnt get the marks that i needed. although this is only a tiny set back i plan to go to uni and get my degree ( even if i have to jump over a million of hurdles to get there)&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;i love going out and my friends and i carry out a traditon and go to the vic every friday night and dance the night ( and morning) away til we cant walk. Then on the sat we all recover. its the perfect night / morning out and a well deserved break from out weekday lives.&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;during my other life of monday to friday i work at big w cumberland park in the books department every week night. the best days at work are when my fellow work mate stace is there on tuesday,wednesdays and fridays as we talk about everything under the sun and like to have debates with other work collegues from the home department.&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;this pretty much sums up the extent of my work life with the exception of nigel pew an assistant manager who looks like hes escaped from the local weight watchers meeting and ended up in the local trainees hairdressing salon.&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;ive worked at the local big wankers for nearly four years moving around each department. on my list of experiences includes working at the checkouts, photo lab and even as a paint tinter. i am not that proud to say ive actually been trained how to tint paint and no i havent stuffed up and paint for customers ( yet) but am far away from that department.&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;i am very happy working the books department although it is very hard work and you get alot of shit that comes with the working in there.&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;anyways must be off now,  will post soon .... maybe even photos of the weekly friday event.&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;R&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;&lt;div class="blogger-post-footer"&gt;&lt;img width='1' height='1' src='https://blogger.googleusercontent.com/tracker/8168044-109409887063068051?l=abutterflysview.blogspot.com' alt='' /&gt;&lt;/div&gt;</content><link rel='replies' type='application/atom+xml' href='http://abutterflysview.blogspot.com/feeds/109409887063068051/comments/default' title='Post Comments'/><link rel='replies' type='text/html' href='http://www.blogger.com/comment.g?blogID=8168044&amp;postID=109409887063068051' title='0 Comments'/><link rel='edit' type='application/atom+xml' href='http://www.blogger.com/feeds/8168044/posts/default/109409887063068051'/><link rel='self' type='application/atom+xml' href='http://www.blogger.com/feeds/8168044/posts/default/109409887063068051'/><link rel='alternate' type='text/html' href='http://abutterflysview.blogspot.com/2004/09/you-dont-know-me-read-this-and-u-will.html' title='You dont know me, read this and u will'/><author><name>Renee</name><uri>http://www.blogger.com/profile/15066195057415335444</uri><email>noreply@blogger.com</email><gd:image rel='http://schemas.google.com/g/2005#thumbnail' width='16' height='16' src='http://img2.blogblog.com/img/b16-rounded.gif'/></author><thr:total>0</thr:total></entry></feed>
